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alright, Part 1 was the message and here comes the reply. It's a real life story~ ^^

Dear You,

I will admit that it came as a surprise to me when you decided to write a letter such as this. I always thought you were the type to keep things to yourself—one of the many things that keep us apart until now.

There is a part of every boy’s heart that dreams of his princess. However, no matter what the age, this princess does not change.

Nineteen years into this life, and although your unwillingness to give your heart away is what troubles you, what troubles me is how willing I am each and every time to give my complete heart and yet there is no one to receive anything of me.

Try as I might to give my heart to someone I had imagined was perfect, and I end up putting the pieces back together, mustering the courage to make it seems like nothing is wrong and nothing has been lost, when in fact, everything in my life at that point feels otherwise.

Although I have only known you for a few years, I am as confident as a man in love can be, that you are the perfect girl I have been thinking of ever since. Nineteen years into this life, and we are both still apparently waiting… for someone to be swept off her feet, and for someone to sweep you off yours. And yet, here we are closer to each other than you would expect.

I am sorry I took this long. But, I hope you know, it has not been entirely easy, trying to whisk you off to my palace on horseback. I am not alone in this pursuit of your love and I have no palace to show you in comparison to the many other men who will try to win your heart. You have not been entirely cooperative as well, but I do not blame you for this. In fact, it’s just one of the many quirks that sets you apart from other girls out there.

You will be disappointed to know that it has not been such a fairytale - meeting me, and for this I will be eternally sorry. I hope you know guys spend more than enough time trying to come up with the perfect introduction, what with sweaty palms and a shaky voice. As to the extreme disappointment I may cause you, I also hope you know that you are still as perfect in my eyes as always. I may not have begun it as a fairytale for us, but I will go through leaps and bounds to make you feel like the princess that you are.

Your eccentricities are what I love about you. Even during your occasional mood swings, it is the most endearing thing to see you shift gears. Although I must admit, sometimes it can be quite confusing; keeping me on my toes, it just makes me want to be with you even more. I want to be the man you stand beside at your best and your worst—because either way, you are still too beautiful, and I would be nothing less than the luckiest guy in town if you were just as happy as I was, standing beside you.

You are and will always be my best friend, even if one day I end up finding no more shirts because you have borrowed them all. And when you return them I end up not wearing them, still, because the scent is there to remind me of you even when you are not around. You are my best friend because you look out for me, after a stressful day, or after we lose a game of basketball. Even during times when you refuse to speak to anyone, me included—you are still my best friend.

You will be the girl I try so hard to cook for, and despite my best efforts I know I will fail, but I will love how you will try to taste my concoctions, even when the taste might make you cringe. You will be the girl whose mom I will try so hard to impress, and then you will fix my collar in hopes that I am ready to meet your parents. Adventure after adventure, you will be the girl I will see the world with, complete with the local cuisine taste and souvenir shots.

You are the girl I will smile to even in the worst of times. Even when the day feels like s__t, I know that when I see you that my world cannot be so bad if you are beside me. You are the girl whose smile I will wake up to, even when some mornings might find me with a slight case of morning breath. I cannot wait to love you.

Fingers crossed and palms held together, I hope one day you will find me worthy of your heart. In the meantime, know that I am out here somewhere, waiting for you, hoping that you will be mine.

Loving you forever and a day,

source: http://lifestyle.inquirer.net/sundaylifestyle/sundaylifestyle/view/20100815-286817/And-now-a-young-man-responds

Have a wishful heart!

I made a drabble! I just have to get this off my mind. lol, I'm listening to SEOULFM while I'm typing this and SHady girl is playing. coincidence?
douzo!

A walk

"Oi, Heech! Where are you going this time?" he heard her voice coming closer. He turned around and found her gasping for breath just behind him. She quicker in following me now. he thought.

"Nowhere." he lied. "and stop calling me Heech. It's weird and I'm older than you." He resumed walking.

"Then what do you want me to call you? and I'm still coming with you." She stumbled after him.

He remembered a little girl who used to think she's a guy like him and keeps on following him around insistently calling him "Hyung". She follows him on his excursions in the woods 'til she gets lost be herself and he ends up having to look for her.

"Heech hyung!" her call shook him out of his reverie.

"What? You're still following me? and that's an even weirder name." a smile creeping on his face. as he cleared the pathway through the woods.

"Yep. Well, you ARE weird as well." she teased and chuckled.

"Ha-ha not funny." he retorted sarcastically.

"Alright alright. then how about..." her voice trailed off as she stopped and thought.

He unconsciously stopped and waited for her.

"CHULAE OPPA~~~~~!" she called sweetly in a sing-song way, putting her hands around her mouth to amplify her voice.

She walked around him, curious to know why he has covered his face with his hand.

"Your face is glowing red!" she laughed merrily after having a closer look.

Embarrassed and annoyed, he pulled her swiftly closer by the nape and waist and leaned his head until their faces are just a few centimeters away from each other.

"Now we're even. Who's got a redder face now?" he smirked, keeping her in that position, looking directly through her eyes which fluttered. He can feel her holding her breath.

When he spoke, she could feel his warm breath on her lips. She couldn't tell anymore whether his lips brushed againts hers or not, for he stepped back just as quickly and took her hand instead.

"Let's go." he said, not looking back at her as he led her through the woods, determined not to lose her again.

With pounding heart, she smiled happily looking at their linked hands, just like how he used to hold her after he finds her from being lost in the woods back when they are young.

A/n: that marks the end of the walk, now for the dream...

A dream (still part of the A/N)

This basically the reason why I was able to come up with that story, I had a dream last night. I don't usually remember my dreams lately but I was able to remember this time.

I was running from Heechul or at least that's what I thought I was doing. I think I ran away from our home or something And we seem to be married. XD anyway, there I was running with all my might, but I don't see him following me, I was just desperately running as far as I could.
then the scene shifted to Heechul, he was somewhat swearing at the phone, seems like he found out I have gone missing. He too broke into a run thereafter. He dialed some numbers and contacted some people to help look for me and the scene shifted to what seem like a search party for me. The scene shifted and it was back to me running, my legs felt real tired. I was running through a deserted road of what looked like a subdivision. And as if I was in a marathon or a race coming closer to the finished line, I saw heechul sitting there, already waiting for me. He stood up and said,
"took you long enough." By this time, the search party car showed up running a distance behind me. Scared, I ran towards chul's open arms. Super weird! I don't quite remember what happened after that.

The next dream that I remembered which woke me up was a horror one. I was sleeping in my bed when I saw a shadow pass by my window, when I looked again, It saw that it was the grim reaper without his scythe, he peered through the glass window and I started to sit up and call out for my Mom as loud as I could but my voice only gets muffled like I've gone deaf or something. I called a few more times to no avail. The reaper came inside and glided towards me then when he came closer, I saw that it was a familiar young white human face with eyeglasses, I don't remember who though. anyway, he handed me something and asked if I could make a mask for him. I told him, "You gave me a heart attack! that's all you want?!"

what a crazy night! and it's a really cold day! -.-"

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à la belle étoile

under the beautiful stars

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April 2018

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